Wednesday, August 18, 2004
`stressed
as seen from my title, i'm seriously stressed... ok at least jus now was worse... i was jus playing my scales second time thru (first time was totally ok) when each scale had really bad trips, until my E flat minor 6th apart when it was e ultimate one... spent lyk close to half an hour playing n replaying tt scale to get it right but in e end i still cldnt... suo wei de 'diminishing returns'... wah tt pt i jus broke dwn la... was v stressed out n frantic loh... ya n i havent finish studying is1105, which i'm lyk so dead... same day as piano exam, and so many chapters... low kok soon wants me to hand in extra maths assignment tml somemore...
sorry if i sound really crappy n frustrated now coz really am facing loads of stress, besides exams n academic stress still hav other stress which i wont elab here... only close frenz wld noe la... ya well, took some choc to make me relax (n lose weight too), hopefully will b more calm as i study geog later... will def burn midnite oil today ba... unless my body tells me otherwise... ya...
oh btw ballet today... sam, coco, helena n i wore wrap skirts, n somehow today we all seemed to b working harder than before... donno y also, n in e middle of prac my kor came in to see us dance for awhile then left le... yup... n oh ya, we surprised shiwei by all gathering (plus non-ballet ppl) in e studio before ballet and switching off all e lights, then when he came into e studio we all started singing "happy birthday".. hahaz charlie was so touched... oh well...
ok la go pia alrdy.....
xiao jo
@ 11:11 PM
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